Remember me

As usual , life is painted with blessed and cursed feelings . Could I see the differences ? Is there any light bulb that could turn on in our selfish minds ? Feel the pain in right moment , feel the pleasure in the wrote moment , but can we feel what is life ? From our mistakes , we realize that every single thing we've done is unforgiven or unbearable . As we see the future runing towards us , in front of our poisoned eyes , we know that we are lost and without any powerful wish behind .

So , time is passing by , running as fast as he can in front of me , but I stare and stop it for a second and realize that the only thing I forgot is that I have somebody . I just want to say that , feelings are fucking amazing , but you don't know them until you recognise what has slapped your face . I forgive everything in every moment just because I don't want to lose any precious piece of this memorable time with that somebody . It is useless to stay and just bother about yourself , because there is somebody outside waiting for you .

Every single moment spent with that special somebody is like a euphorical drug , it is a gift from the deepest corner of our souls . I didn't realize that he could possible make me discover a new world , but lost in my mind and heart . Missing is a strong word , even seconds could be turned into hours because this is the main cause ; again missing .

Thank you for the opportunity of sharing this to my soul , and I know you can hear my voice every time I scream your name , it's like .. fucking fantastic , how closer two people can be . Again , I am missing some moments , but I want to pick up my mind and let things done by themselves .Wait until the perfect moment , thing are insignificant in life , but let them be possible .

Thinking about past and future , for now - a lost day . Let things happen , and by the way , special thanks to that gifted person . ps. A smile for my sacred sky , my own sky . Still begging to be my own sky , and of course , succesfull at times .


Special thanks to that somebody :)

My turn

Astazi imi compun recviemul ,
caci sufletul imi este sfartecat
de taceri inclestate
in nopti albe , prafuite .

Si, imi arunc foc in pupile
caci vreau sa piara
orice imagine subexpusa
in praful taios al vietii .

Si , imi leg mainile de cer
caci speranta vreau sa o tin
in palme taiate de strazi
ce-mi aduc aminte de noi .

Si , imi arunc mintea in mare
sa imi limpezesc sinapsele
batucite de secunde tipatoare
in lanuri de momente perfecte .

Astazi vreau sa-mi arunc incet
trupul intr-o prapastie de vise ,
sa simt aerul proaspat de reusita
risipindu-se peste tenul meu .

Maine vreau sa-mi inghet inima
intr-un cub rigid de gheata
ca apoi sa o pot topi perfid
peste sufletul tau incins .

Caci vreau ca soaptele mele
sa-ti strapunga timpanul
pt. ca doar asa vei stii clar
ce simt eu in adancul meu .