As usual , life is painted with blessed and cursed feelings . Could I see the differences ? Is there any light bulb that could turn on in our selfish minds ? Feel the pain in right moment , feel the pleasure in the wrote moment , but can we feel what is life ? From our mistakes , we realize that every single thing we've done is unforgiven or unbearable . As we see the future runing towards us , in front of our poisoned eyes , we know that we are lost and without any powerful wish behind .
So , time is passing by , running as fast as he can in front of me , but I stare and stop it for a second and realize that the only thing I forgot is that I have somebody . I just want to say that , feelings are fucking amazing , but you don't know them until you recognise what has slapped your face . I forgive everything in every moment just because I don't want to lose any precious piece of this memorable time with that somebody . It is useless to stay and just bother about yourself , because there is somebody outside waiting for you .
Every single moment spent with that special somebody is like a euphorical drug , it is a gift from the deepest corner of our souls . I didn't realize that he could possible make me discover a new world , but lost in my mind and heart . Missing is a strong word , even seconds could be turned into hours because this is the main cause ; again missing .
Thank you for the opportunity of sharing this to my soul , and I know you can hear my voice every time I scream your name , it's like .. fucking fantastic , how closer two people can be . Again , I am missing some moments , but I want to pick up my mind and let things done by themselves .Wait until the perfect moment , thing are insignificant in life , but let them be possible .
Thinking about past and future , for now - a lost day . Let things happen , and by the way , special thanks to that gifted person . ps. A smile for my sacred sky , my own sky . Still begging to be my own sky , and of course , succesfull at times .
Special thanks to that somebody :)
You are really gifted on making people think. And I have something to object : Time isn't ahead of you. You are the time. You know when it's right or wrong to do something. Not for others but for you. And everyone tends to seek shelter into anothers. Probably the most important characteristic of humans is that we all want an own sky. And that sky can be a person. A place where you evade, fly, dream, multiply yourlove, burn your hate. And i'm sure that the sky is only happy to have you happy, in his near. I really like when i read on your blog because with the vacantion my brain gets numb. Long live phylosophycal thinking and feeling :)
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